Monday, October 27, 2003

cause i've been gone for a long time
waiting on the sidelines
hoping for a chance to play
well i thought i would never leave anything behind
i also never thought i'd say

tell all my friends i'm dead
i'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that i'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

can you tell
that i don't know myself
i need someone to remind me
to let it go
please let me know
so trace your footsteps back to me

cause i've been gone for a long time
waiting on the sidelines
hoping for a chance to play
well i thought i would never leave anything behind
i also never thought i'd say

tell all my friends i'm dead
i'm leaving you, this time its for good
tell all my friends that i'm dead
it won't be long before you forget my name

and if i had the chance
to do it all again
i wouldn't expect anything less
and if i had the chance
to do it all again
i wouldn't expect
i wouldn't expect anything less

howdy ho! 7:29 AM

Sunday, October 26, 2003


forget everything – new found glory

can we pretend for one second that we are together,
what's the point of keeping my feelings at bay,
it takes alot of me,
to get the nerve to wake up,
everyday

and what if i don't,
would you even care,
would you even care


forget everything that we have done,
erase me,
from your memory,

don't call,
don't ask about me until the day hell freezes over

i can't remember the last time i saw you smile,
it might have been around this time last year,
it takes alot of me,
to get the nerve to tell you everything is ok

and what if i don't,
would you even care,
would you even care


forget everything that we have done,
erase me,
from your memory,

don't call,
don't ask about me until the day hell freezes over

it's gone,
before you know it,
you can't let go of something you've never had,

it's ash until you burn it,
i hope i never see you again

howdy ho! 7:21 AM

x im so gonna get over you x

ahhh! i cant believe my eyes
i saw mr jeraint wong and ms jeya on teevee!!
haha singapore's brainiest teacher!!
okay i dint knw they were THAT smart alright
cant wait cant wait for the show!
which reminds me tht i thnk i have to do flag day on sat agn!
shucks!
and i have to wake up at friggin 5.30am tmrw to do campaign stuff
and tht will probably mean tht i will be reachin sch at 630!
the earliest in my whole st nicks life!

if it's wrong to tell the truth
then what am i supposed to do
when all i want to do is speak my mind
if it's wrong to do what's right
i'm prepared to testify
if loving you with all my heart's a crime
then i'm guilty

howdy ho! 5:49 AM

Saturday, October 25, 2003


x look at yourself and what you've done to me x

i finished 300 tongues!
been cuttin and cuttin. thnk they are qt slanted actually
haha then i slept the whole of the afternoon! woo hoo!
and it rained! yay yay yay!
it was so damn hot for the past few days
hope it will rain tmrw and tmrw and tmrw..
and theres stefanie sun's concert at 11pm on chU tday! :)

remember yesterday - walking hand in hand
love letters in the sand - i remember you
through the sleepless nights and every endless day
i'd wanna hear you say - i remember you

howdy ho! 4:45 AM

Friday, October 24, 2003


x i think,
there aint much left anymore x

back frm kangs hse!
supp to meet her at 130 but wl and ck said they were gonna be late
so met them at 230 instead
while waiting walked to a couple of places
somehow not much feeling though i thought i wld
kinda weird but i guess its a pretty good thing

yepp then met wl and ck
walked round and round the basement of compass pt and still cldnt find them though they saw me twice?
hahas then kang and xinyang fetched us to kangs hse
then started making stickers and thnkin of weird raps?
had to learn hw to make frogs too! mans.
now i have to print out tongues for the frogs
sounds so funnie.
yeaa talked alot alot of crap
and ate alot alot at kangs hse!
thnk we ate finish all her titbits and snacks
left ard 930 then sat bus back

same route; same place;
but a different feeling altogether

anyways! this is supposedly to be a super nice song recommended by nigeY
haha yea i thnk its nice too lah :)

there is - box car racer

this vacation's useless
these white pills aren't kind
i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone
our lives went by so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you,
but you sweared you loved me more


do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all okay

that there someone out there who feels just like me
there is

those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word
there will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl


`when my heart was an empty space
and loneliness had me down
you came along and lifted me up
and turned my life around

yepps so thanks for evrything! :)

howdy ho! 8:50 AM

Thursday, October 23, 2003


x who said that every dream would be heard & answered,
when wished on a moving star? x

finally bloggin! was waiting and waiting for my sis to finished usin the comp ytd
but i was too sleepy so i went to slp
anyways had prize presentation earlier in the day
was qt funnie! kinda amusing :)
yepp then all the ex olgc pple have to go back to olgc next tues to promote st nicks?
mans. what is there left to say anyway?

yep then changed and went for games carnival!
we played this orienteering thingy set up by our dear sheena
and unfortunately! the game screwed up cos evryone took the clues away and stuff
its supposed to be like amazing race like tht
so we actually wasted ard half an hr runnin up and dwn the sch
was very very tiring i tell you
so we ended playin donkey!!
haha ck was the donkey then she had to like do forfeit and do some donkey cheer in frnt of evryone
and then we played snap! so exciting!
haha cheap trill lah
ck lost agn! so she had to do 10 male push ups
thnk it was nth to her cos shes VERY strong!

then went to canteen to campaign for kang!
was beside jiadis compaign team and they have so so many supporters!
and ours was reallie pathetic
sat and ate lunch after tht then went to twn!
haha saw sheena and her bro at the bustop
her bro's very cute!
me and kerr went coffee club express to study agn!
chinese! very sian. managed to study one chap
but thts very very little
then saw this guy who looked like clay aiken
qt disgusted! haha then kerr's sis jiahui came and i went shoppin with my sis!
walked ard for abt 2 hrs plus?
legs were aching! then saw tht bernice person frm miss universe one
shes friggin thin and tall!
but she looks v v scary and nt tht pretty
headed hme and watched bachelor!

okay now goin off to sengkang to meet the campaign pple
gonna make sovenirs! ribbit ribbit
haha her logo's a frog lah
laters! :)

howdy ho! 8:25 PM

Wednesday, October 22, 2003


x dunt keep turning back x

this is funnie shit frm yuan long..
why is the mushroom always invited to parties?

ans: cos its a fungi! (fun guy)

then why does the skeleton not go to parties?

ans: cos it had nobody ( no body! ) to go with!

super lame! :|

tdays the hottest day ever and the most boring one indeed!!
had like cca and talk and some fill up the form thng
super boring
i was like alr dozin off mans
and still have to go e pebble (yucks) to fill up the form agn and print out!
the sch is reallie v troublesome
ahhh theres games carnival tmrw!! yays!

hey there dont you know
you gotta slow down before you know
you gonna brake down and turn around
before you know, you go and break my heart
when will you learn to be
a little helpful when you think of me
a little careful when you're close to me
cause baby i loved you from the start

howdy ho! 8:30 AM

Tuesday, October 21, 2003


x why am i lying to myself x

got back all my results!
qt expected actually. so shant elaborate
missed 1 mark for 3 subs to get to the next grade
thts like 3 pts for l1r5!!
but anyways its over and we still have lessons!
goshh. and tday we are like the only insane class tht had maths lessons while other pple were like slackin away
whats more, we have sci, geog and maths lessons for the next 2 wks!
and it only stops like 3 days before our chi o's
and like we only have 2 more wks to study?
lilin finished the si xia shou ce alr!!
within a nights work. which is damn fast!
shall really buck up cos sec 1 and 2 shou ce is supposedly to be easy!

yepps. went to watch infernal affairs 2 on monday!
with chiki, xiu, xinyu and wl
its cool! ( okay prob cos there was like goodlookin pple acting in it )
anyway besides tht the show is damn sad
to me lah. cos so many pple die!
even the nice nice policeman
and it was so so bloody
then there was like this woman called mary who died
so i came up with this thngy
cos she was so bloody so i said like "bloody mary"
( pun intended ) hahas qt funnie at tht pt of time. hahahs

lookin forward to my korean show tday! :))

i could see in the distance all the dreams that were clear to me
every choice that i had to make left you on your own
somehow the road we started down had split asunder
too late to realise how far apart we'd grown.
how i wish i, wish i'd done a little bit more

howdy ho! 7:25 AM

Sunday, October 19, 2003


x so for every little thing you hold on to,
you've got to let something else go x


getting back all the shitty papers tmrw
and i doubt i'll be able to sleep cos i slept so so much
shall study my chi o's!
(thts if i find the motivation to.hahahas)

and i'm still waiting for a good day
i think i've held this long enough
i think it's safe to tell you some things
it's not just what you say to people
and it's not the way you look at me
it's the way you present yourself
for all your worst critics to see

howdy ho! 5:45 AM

Saturday, October 18, 2003


x and its all too late, too late
just leave it to fate x


ordered pizza! actually its buy one get one free?
haha time to get real fat though
anyways went twn with kerr, wl and jiahui (kerr's sis) ytd
jiahui wanted to search for prom dresses
so walked ard lah
weiling plucked her eyebrows!
okay thts not the point ya but anyways
oh wells. nothing much happenin alright
signed up for the friendster thing
can find back old pri sch friends!
hahas yea my new obssession..


lost forever, and you said this is going nowhere, girl.
and you said i turned my back on.
you said im not the only one for you.

please give me one more try for the sake of our love
let's give it one more chance coz i can't give you up.
i can't live one more day without you in my arms
i could never find another like you.


i can

some things in this world
they don't make sense
some things you don't need
until they leave you
and they're things that you miss

howdy ho! 4:13 AM

Friday, October 17, 2003

i wanna know - joe

it's amazing how you knock me off my feet, hmm
everytime you come around me i get weak, oh yeah
nobody ever made me feel this way, oh
you kiss my lips and then you take my breath away
so i wanna know

i wanna know what turns you on
so i can be all that and more
i'd like to know what makes you cry
so i can be the one who always makes you smile

tell me what i gotta do to please you
baby anything you say i'll do
cause i only wanna make you happy
from the bottom of my heart, it's true

i wish tht i could tke a journey through ure mind, alright
& find emotions tht you always try to hide babe, oh

i do believe that there's a love you wanna share, oh, oh
i'll take good care of you lady, have no fear, oh
so i wanna know

howdy ho! 10:30 AM

Thursday, October 16, 2003


x all of us under its spell,
we know its probably magic x

back frm joggin! jogged to gardens
failed attempt! so i started to walk
haha. lousy stamina! have to build it up soonn
anyways was very thirsty so sis and i went to my grnmas hse!
very nice! got this super nice designer lamp thts limegreen!
very cool :)
on my way there i say xinyi!
so surprising. she was outside gardens cc
said she went spa with her frns
so xiang shou mans
oh yahh then while walkin saw sarah hoe in the bus!
very long nvr see her alrr
mm then saw my cousin!
sooo cutee! hes sooo fat like a ball
and his eyes are sooo small!!
he breathes super loudly also! but hes damn cute!!
ahhhhs. like a roly poly
hahahs oops. yupps then my uncle fetched us hme
his hair is terriblyy long. looks like lions mane
hahahs. hope id be able to go twn tmrw!

if it's wrong to tell the truth
then what am i supposed to do
when all i want to do is speak my mind
if it's wrong to do what's right
i'm prepared to testify
if loving you with all my heart's a crime
then i'm guilty


howdy ho! 5:54 AM

Wednesday, October 15, 2003


look to the past
remember a smile
and maybe tonight
i can breathe for awhile
i'm not in the seat
i think i’d fallen asleep
but then all that i need

i’d always be dreaming of you

howdy ho! 8:09 AM


x i used to know you when we were young
you were in all my dreams x

yepyeps! exams are o-v-e-r
okayy i dunt feel much actually
cept for the fact tht now i can watch my nine oclock show!!
ahh my zoe tay and li nanxing
hahahas. anyways chi was real bad tday
at least i think i will do rather badly
cos of the hardd cloze passage on kong zi?!
like spent the whole passage explaining some long long proverb tht he once said?
only understood a quarter of it
and some funnie chi han zi came out for zao ju!!
tuo4 qi4!! wasnt in the shou ce at all!
haiis. very mentally prepared to get back my papers alrd
but anyhows. its over and done with so shall start muggin for o level chi
thnk im a little kiasu but still i need much more time than others to digest chi!!
thanks to the slow brainn of mine..

anyways after sch had to hear mrs cheong promote some sngs recipe bk
which i totally dint pay attention to what she was talkin abt cos was busy talkin to panda
hahahs. then went to eat orange bowl!
seven days nvr eat alr!!
waited for weiling till 1230?!
she was nominated for some debating thng and the mian tang we bought for her became soggy and very disgusting!
yuckks.

headed to twn with lilin, kerr and wl!
been a very long time since lilin joined us
so we started our normal routine of takin neos!
haha we are just oh-so-boring pple lahh
before tht we went to nokia care in cine cos wl wanted to service her phone
dwnloaded a cute operator logo there!
and its free! :) hahas cheapo me
yepps then took neos
saw mavis chung and daphne alot alot of times!
then saw jocelyn and jasmine frm sjc
yepps stoned/walked ard taka
then went back to cine to get wl's phone
meddled with the comp for a long long time!
we were all so tired so just stood there and listen to all the polyphonic ringtones
went upstairs to tht puzzle shop thng
thought lilin could solve the puzzle but failed attempt!!
arghh i must solve it! been tryin it for many many times alrd
grrr. felt very tempted to ask the salesperson to help solve it for me
but decided not to..
in case he asks me to buy the whole puzzle instead of standin there enjoyin free entertainment :))
hehhs. and wl did some funny shit like hangin her bag on the model outside this store jsut because her bag matches the shirt of the model?
hahahs embarrassing :|
went to hmv to look for vcds!
knew i was gonna be qt bored tnight so i bought the billy elliot vcd!!
ahhhs gonna watch it tnight.
thnk its gonna be damn nice cos its all abt dance and stuff lah
left twn soon after tht and was like thnkin of names for wl on the mrt?
and evryone sudd came up with weird weird names
and i even thought of calbee! and kerr thought of daffodil?
like huh? hahahs
oh wells very tired noww..
good thing its hols till fri!
shall begin dwnloadin my songs :))

howdy ho! 6:17 AM

Saturday, October 11, 2003


those who are thnkin of what jc they shd go to..
go here!
helps relieve stress too :)

howdy ho! 7:01 AM

Thursday, October 09, 2003


now its just too late
and i cant go back
im sorry i cant be perfect


back frm sch! friggin early. 11 smth only?
had geog tday. and it was damn bad
sighh. identified the features wrongly
there goes evrything
slept for only two and a half hrs last nite
was trying so damn hard to memorise all the three themes
slept at 230 then woke up at 510?
cos i dreamt of geog pop quiz
and then sudd woke up to study agn
but i doubt im gonna do well
anyways zhang laoshi said our paper one chi was qt badly done
which means we have to mug extra hard for chi?
but half of the chi marks are for summary and compre!
and thts totally cant study one
sighh. have to do e maths for the whole wkend and study my ss!
hopefully it can pull evrythin up

last few days of exams were really qt funnie
yen and chiki sittin bhind me
and evrytime like right before the paper start
yen will come out with some lame crap and then evryone will start laughin like crazy
either tht or chiki will same some stupid stuff
must be pre exam crap
ahhhs. three more papers tgt then i can go out agn!!

and yes tht means lookin forward to studyin 8 books of shou ce for o level chinese

howdy ho! 9:35 PM

maro;
piggo; 160588; taurean;
st nicks; justice; hockey;

i see the sight, with a different light, words cannot describe the way i'm feeling. cause i've been searching in my head, for the words i thought she'd said, for too long;


f l y a w a y ;

gbk :))
kerrie :)
sheena :)
weiling :)
justitude*
visuals*
cecily
chengx
chiki
chow
claire
clarissa
crystal
darwin
doris lin
doris soh
eve
gab
ivy
jacq
jaz
jess
jingyu
jonathan
kangx
mavis
muikee
nigel
nikk
pei
per
qiaoy
sarah
sihui
steph
virn
wanjing
wenx
wenxin
xinying
xinyu
xunnie
yen
yuyan
sn hockey

words s a i d ;

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