Monday, June 30, 2003

x the search for strength to carry on x

listenin to p10 agn! e pebble sucks
now i cant even log in
and i cant get any work done
the sch has such lousy network mans
its so slow and the page cant load! arghhhh.

howdy ho! 8:22 PM

Sunday, June 29, 2003


schs startin tmrw and i still hav geog and eng to do! ahhhh
came back frm gardens few hrs ago
da bao food back
yummie!! then watched star search
haiis. wu hong shen dint win! ahh i like him
shuai! look like nanxing! thnk sharon au likes him too!
yays. bt he still dint win. ahhh:(

howdy ho! 7:53 AM

x one thing tht makes it all complete x

ruben's on p10 now! nice nice voice
anw havent been bloggin since tues
was too lazy mans
i love blogger's new look! okae i guess im a little slow lahh
bt anw updates on the past few daes..

wednesday
went to watch findin nemo!
yahh i knw im prob the last few pple on singapore who watched it
cos the cinema was damn empty
bt it was damn cute! hahaha
i wanna buy the vcd! ahhhh
okae then walked ard and saw wong lilin!!
and umm tht chen hui hui person
thnk they went cine to watch charlies angels?
cos there was a tv crew there filmin the charlies angels poster or smth
saw wong lilin in the lift!
pretty pretty! bt kinda dao lahh
then home! forgot what i did alr mans
ohh yah saw tanessa twice in cine
bad bad! ahhhhs

thursday
had trng at smu agn
was late alrd so decided to go there myself
then so coincidentally met my sis at the bustop!
so took bus with her to smu
and i dint get lost! haha
was 5 mins late i thnk
luckily they haven started trng
the pitch was being watered when i came and the b div was doin their warm-up
then realised tanessa told the b div alr
tht ger ahh! yea then went cine to eat agn!
kept buggin chow tht i wanted to eat the xiao guo mian
cos i was so so hungry
took 171 to heeren there
the bus was packed and all the hockers had to squeeze into sucha small space
then i kept knockin my hand onto denise's sweaty and wet back
yuckk! we must have stank lik shit mans
hahahas. evryone was lookin at us
then ate xiao guo mian! ahh yum yum
hockers walked ard then chai chow joyce & i went kino
i forced them lah. cos i wanted to buy letter set
hehes bt then all not nice so dragged them to wisma
where chai was so engrossed with the fila bag tht was on discount
and chow keep wantin to buy a sweater
then had to go hme quickly cos chai scared she'll get scolded by her mum
took mrt and alighted at bishan
met this guy who liked chow's sis
he wanted to pass smth to chow cos it was her sis's bdae
some jigsaw thingy which was a photo of him & her sis
qt nice. took bus home with them and was super tired!

friday
woke up early early at 7.45
had to go ubin with jo, xiuyi, weiling and jiamein
was sucha longlong journey
stopped at tanah merah to take bus no. 2 to changi village
passed by changi prison! first time im seein it
then took the boat to ubin where i kept takin photos lik some tourist
haha must hav malu-ated the rest mans
hmm then we interviewed a few pple then took van & walked to chek jawa
walked for ard an 1 hr or so and there were so so many mosquitos can!
arghh irritating. and we saw priscilla the wild boar!
this ugly boar tht grew up on ubin and was brought up by the pple
v tame lah. it was eatin dunno what when we saw it
took a photo of its er butt? hahaha
then drank coconut juice! and took loadsa pictures.
ard 59 lah bt only 5 or 6 had our faces in it
hehhehs. then took the boat back and went changi to eat!
the wanton mee there is recommended by city beat and makansutra i thnk
alot alot of prizes one. qt nice!
took bus and mrt hme. was super tired & itchy!

saturday
wanted to swimmin to tan myself despite the fact tht i was peelin
bt was too tired to wake up
so just slept till 1 smth
then sis & i went coffeebean at gardens to collect free drink!
walked all the way there cos sis wanted to save money and i wanted to get dark!
futile attempt though. hehhs.
bought the nice fcuk bottle! qt nice to drink also
sis went to catch charlies angels aft tht leavin poor me at hme doin hwk!
bt fortunately got jinchengwu aaron kwok & kelly chen movie
damn nice. shuai & pretty!
then later at ard 3 am still had this nicki wu show on ch8
so basically was just glued to the tv mans
slept at 4 am. at least i did my hist! :)

howdy ho! 3:14 AM

Tuesday, June 24, 2003


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howdy ho! 9:03 AM


x catch a fallin star & put it in ure pocket
never let it fade away x


im lazy to blog!
bt im too bored lahh
okae tdae im supp to all my hwk includin maths
so gonna type this fast then off to do all my work!

sunday
perhaps nth much cos i thnk i forgot most of it
bt anw i thnk i went to macs to do hols hwk
did my hist source based
and i thnk macs was havin sum kind of childrens party
noisy noisy!

monday
had trng in the morn
was super hot plus tiring
& despite tht i STILL cant get any darker
& my skin KEEPS peeling still!
ahhh. then headed hme and slept
went out agn to dwntwn east to hav bbq with the hockers!
just sat and ate and ate
cos i thnk chai was doin all the bbqing
hahaha. played bluff with jude too!
funnie funnie
then went to bowl. judes good manns
thought he claims he only played like twice before
haha. then denise fell off the chair! followed by chai
so damn hilarious
& i thnk pauline was busy takin pics of mr jude secretly
hahah. aft tht hockers went to cheers to buy drinks
and i kindly gave my T2 bottle to chow
i want to the fcuk bottle! nice nice
collectin bottles shall be my new hobby
haha then keep pesterin chow tht i wanted to eat bao & icecream
must hav irritated her
haha. then went hme with chow, selene & chai
chai was so engrossed in the bounce game and was lik so sad cos she cldnt jump over sum obstacle
hahah damn funnie lahh.
then chow and i stopped at bishan
wanted to tke 53 bt we missed the last bus!
so had to run all the way to the 156 bustop
then realised tht there were manymany cabs there
so decided cab hme
reached hme slightly before 12!
bathed then watched tv
they had shi zi lu kou!
haha nice nice crappy show

off to do my hwk! laters! :)

howdy ho! 1:33 AM



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Saturday, June 21, 2003


x just cant seem to get you outta my sight x

went suntec with my sis tdae!
havent been there in ages
then bought this reallie reallie cute toy for panda!
hahaa hope she likes it though its not brown in color
bt i thnk its so cute!
i wanna keep it for myself :(
then walked ard then saw this performance thngy at the fountain there by AFUA
some non profit organisation tht my sis is in
yup then watched pple sing/dance and all
ate at subway! yummy meatballs!
haha then went carrefour
walked again! then decided to go to esplanade
ahhh took pictures there
okae i sound lik im a tourist
bt oh wells. qt fun lahh
nw my legs are aching like damn badly
and im damn sleepy
so off to sleep or maybe eat?
oh wells. niters! )

howdy ho! 9:34 AM

Friday, June 20, 2003


x even forever dunt seem long enough x

duntknw whether to laugh or to cry
woke up bright & early tdae
was supp to go pulau ubin to do ipw and stuff
reached amk mrt station at ard 8.30
jolene was there alrd
so waited for xiuyi, cecs & wl
then we called cecs & wl and realised both their hps were off
so called like a million pple in the early morning to ask for the hme nums
evryone was so sleepy
goshh. thnk chiki and kanglin must be cursin me for wakin them up
anw i called kerr's new num
thnkin tht she changed her num alrd
then this guy pick up
thought it was her bro so i asked for her
then the guy huh-ed me three times!
thnk he was sleepin lahh
then at last he said " er can u call kerr's hp"
i was lik huh? so blurr mans. lik isnt this kerr's hp?
then was lik abit paiseh so just saed okok then hung up
then realised tht its not her bro aft all!
its her frn! she borrowed his hp ytd to msg me
ahhh dumb dumb
meanwhile, jolene managed to get wl's hse num
called her only to hear her mum sae tht she was sleepin!
guess she forgot all abt it!
just talked to her on irc and she was lik "uh-oh, tdae got go meh?"
arghh! as usual lahh. wht can i say
then cecs mum dun let her go cos she was the sick the prev dae
xiuyi turned up soon aft and the 3 idiots
jo her and me went decided nt to go ubin and ended up eatin breakfast at s11!
haha then went hme and out agn!
so sleepy now
thnk im gonna crashh. nitees! :)

howdy ho! 9:07 AM

Wednesday, June 18, 2003


so, impossible as it may seem
you've got to fight for every dream
cos who's to know which one you let go
would have made you complete

well, for me it's waking up beside you
to watch the sunrise on your face
to know that i can say i love y o u
at any given time or place

howdy ho! 9:50 AM

Tuesday, June 17, 2003


i know this is a feeling that i just can't fight
you're the first & last thing on my mind
you make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
you make me wanna surrender my soul

howdy ho! 9:35 AM

x say you'll be mine x

trng at SRC tdae! nice nice
i mean the place there lahh
the dressing room there provides evrythin i thnk
and nice toilets! okae compared to those outside..
hahahs. was qt tiring cos had physical under this rugby coach or smth
who is damn muscular and bigg! or rather hugeee!
hahahs. then after trng had chicken wings and lemonade!
free! haha yummy. courtesy of the club i thnk?
dunt knw lahh
match agnst sji tmrw i thnk
thnk we're gonna lose
oh wells
my skin is peelin & peelin & peelin

howdy ho! 9:18 AM

Monday, June 16, 2003


i wonder where you are
i wonder what you're thinking of tonight
i wonder
maybe you're alone
maybe you've been crying just like me
i wonder

i don't know why i lost your touch
maybe i wanted to be loved too much

too serious too soon
i wanted you to love me
i wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before
too serious too soon
i wanted you to love me
it's been a rainy afternoon
& now I'm staring at the moon, thinking
we got too serious too soon..

howdy ho! 9:06 AM


i know they say if you love somebody
you should set them free (so they say)
but it sure is hard to do
yeah, it sure is hard to do
and i know they say if they don't come back again
then it's meant to be (so they say)
but those words don't pull me through
cos i'm still in love with you
i spend each day here waiting for a miracle
but it's just you and me goin through the mill
(climbin' up a hill)

this is the long goodbye
somebody tell me why
two lovers in love can't make it
just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
no matter how hard we try
you're gonna make me cry
come on, baby, it's over.. let's face it
all that's happening here is a long goodbye

sometimes i ask my heart did we really
give our love a chance (just one more chance)
but i know without a doubt
that we turned it inside out
& if we walked away
tt would make more sense (only self defence)
but it tears me up inside
just to think we still could try
how long must we keep riding on a carousel
going round and round and never getting anywhere?
(on a wing and prayer)

howdy ho! 8:22 AM

hearin the same song agn
seems like its evrywhere where ever i go

oh how i wish things would happened so differently
i try to say it so many times but still you couldn't see
u kept insistin and resistin that u would not fall again
& now u tryin to tell me that ur sorry
& ure tryin to come back home
ure tellin me u really need me crying beggin both knees are on the floor
but baby i

dont wanna try, dont wanna try, dont wanna try no more

howdy ho! 7:55 AM

x dont hurt me with your words x

trng tdae agn! ahh qt fun lah. match with jnrs
super crowdin manns
then went twn to eat!
yum yum. all the hockers were like super hungry lahh
then chow & i went to buy bao
then she kept complainin the bao too soft then nt nice to eat
so picky mans. tsk tsk
ohh then went bowling
hahas damn lousy mans
shall go agn to brush up my skills (hopefully)
walked ard heeren for a while with the hockers then hme!
trng agn tmrw & the dae after & the dae after tmrw
sighhhh

howdy ho! 7:49 AM

Sunday, June 15, 2003


trying hard to live my life without you

howdy ho! 8:54 AM

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Saturday, June 14, 2003


empty promises made
some things are better left unsaid


dont wanna try, dont wanna try, dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
dont wanna try, dont wanna try, cos all we do is fight and say the things
i hurt u bad to when we both begin to cry
dont wanna try, dont wanna try, i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
dont wanna try, dont wanna try, dont wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin on when all we do is hurt our love

howdy ho! 10:51 AM

x watch what you say x

im back hme!
finally got to switch on my comp and start bloggin!
thnk this is gonna be a long long entry
hmms reached hme at 11 smth
was dead tired
had breakfast at BK then my frns and i cabbed back hme
then bathed and slept! ahh bt for only 3 hrs
woke up at 5 to go shoppin with my sis in twn
cos we had to go to my aunts place at 7 for dinner and she stays nearby
ohh saw kerr and steph at mango! hahas
so surprised. and caught a glimpse of shuqi and kermin also
walked qt abit then headed to newton
was alrd 7.30 when we reached there
half an hr late! haha bt evryone else was late too!
so my mum and aunts were all at the carpark at the same time as us!
hehehs. predicted lahh. we knew evryone wld be late
hahaha. it runs in the family mans :)
then ate! aunt cooked jap food!
damn nice lahh
so ate and ate. ahhh yummie yummie
then had cake too!
was there till 10 then left for home!
and my sis went to her frns house to "you yong"
accordin to her lahh. supp to mean playin mahjong
cos like when u move the tiles the hand action is sorta like swimmin lik tht
eh? hahahs anythin lahhs. weirdd

thursday
reached dwn twn east at like 9 smth?
ahh cnt rmbr lahh. so shagged now
anw went with my frn to eat dinner
cos she was damn sian and only food keeps her awake
err. oh wells. hahahs.
then slept i thnk at ard 2
ahhh cnt rmbr mans
my memory is failin me
all i know was tht we kept walkin in and outta the chalet

friday
woke up ard 9 plus
dint manage to sleep till like 4 smth or so
cos the pple in the room was damn noisy lahh
then they woke up damn early also
then my frn kept shoutin for pple to pay her money
so tht she can go BK to buy breakfast
so damn noisy! ahhh cldnt sleep
so bathed and ate lunch
then went tannin!!
dint bring swimsuit or anythin lahh
so just lay ard there
then got damn burnt
now it hurts alot alot alot
its very very red! my sis saes its damn ugly lahh
like some red lobster and damn uneven tan
sighsers. there goes my hope of gettin dark
ahhh shall try harder next time :(
then had bbq! ahh yummy food bt i dint do the bbq-ing
hahahs. as usual lah.
then so so many pple were on the bed
with all their dirty feet steppin ard!!
and whats more.its the bed tht we are sleepin on!
so when evrythng ended its like the bed is still white
bt its damn dirty
then went to walk walk with my 3 other frns at ard 12 plus
evrythin was like close alrd lahh
so was kinda sian
just walk walk walk. damn tiring though
must be the lack of sleep
then went back to chalet to catch some rest
my frn tried lyin on the bed and her legs were super itchy
and mine were too!
so we had no choice bt to go to the other chalet to sleep
at like ard 4.30 am!
was itching all over manns
bt slept for only 2 hrs plus
thnk we dirtied the chalet qt abit. hehhehs.

howdy ho! 10:37 AM

Thursday, June 12, 2003


x dont come too close x

back frm trng! tdaes weather so nice
no sun at all! :))
but tht means i cant get dark :(
look like some white chicken mans
hmm finished packin my bag!
at last!! took ard one hr plus
hahas. im a slow poke manns
anw off to the chalet now!
laters! :)

howdy ho! 3:48 AM

Wednesday, June 11, 2003


x a smile can bring you near to me x

just watched the joe millionaire thngy or smth lik tht
those women who din get the necklace must be lik rejoicing now
cos he isnt really a millionaire!
just a construction worker?
wonder what will happen in the end
oh wells. kept sleepin the whole of tdae
whats wrong with me! then my mum bought new mattress
and its lik so hard now! and so high
when i wanna get outta the bed my legs lik dangling in the air
cant reach the floor mans. what a weird feeling
hahaha. short legs lah
hmm then went pasar malam opp my hse
ate loadsa stuff and ice ball!! yumm yumm
thnk my sis gonna go there tmrw agn to buy the ice ball!
hahaha. looks dam cute!
chalet tmrw till sat!
then sat hav to go eat dinner at my aunts hse
so i guess i wunt be online till like sunday?
haha thnk this wld be my last entry till sunday!
p10 is playin qt nice songs todae :)
yupps off to sleep now! :)
hopefully i can get to sleep lahh

and i could list a million things
i love to like about you
but they could all come down to one reason
i could never live without you

howdy ho! 9:58 AM

Tuesday, June 10, 2003


wherever you go
whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you
whatever it takes
or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you

howdy ho! 8:49 AM

x don't wanna try x

been sleepin like alot alot lately
ahh. supp to wake up at 8 for maths bt woke up at like 930!
goshh. thought i was the latest BUT dear weiling came like 20 mins later
so the whole class waited for her and ms poore dint scold at all! :)
hmms in fact i dunt thnk she even scolded our class before
2 hrs of maths passed by like pretty fast
kept drawin graphs till im kinda blur!

sunday

went twn with the pigggos
hahahs what a weird nick. reallie suit our characters
okae. im lying. rather my character only eh
hahahs. then caught bruce almighty
kinda funnie lahh. then hmm thnk i forgot what we did
hahahs. took neos i thnk bt somehow.. hmm
oh wells. gonna chat shant blog anymore then! :)

howdy ho! 8:31 AM

Saturday, June 07, 2003


x don't turn back x

bright & early. woke up early to do my blog
improvised on the stuff and added some links
shd go reformat my gbk soon
off to eat breakfast! :) laters!

all of my life the doors have been closed now
and all of my dreams have been locked up inside
but you came along and captured my heart, girl
you're the key to my life

howdy ho! 8:05 PM


no matter what they tell us
no matter what they do
no matter what they teach us
what we believe is true

no matter what they call us
however they attack
no matter where they take us
we'll find our own way back

howdy ho! 9:17 AM


x i can't deny what i believe,
i can't be what i'm not x


ahhh new template! :)
hehhehs. thanks to xunSIE!
hahahs. new nickname.
bt i thnk its too yellow alrd.
shall find a pink picture to replace it
then can match my gbk cos im too tired to change it
went to delta tdae to support c div
and we got second!! :))
well anw i got burnt though i wasnt under the sun?
listening to oldies now. nice nice.

i'll be the one
who will make all your sorrows undone
i'll be the light
when you feel like there's nowhere to run
i'll be the one

to hold you and make sure that you'll be alright
cos my faith is gone
and i want to take you from darkness to light

howdy ho! 9:09 AM

Friday, June 06, 2003

hey maro.
how's this?
haha.
hope you're fine wif it.
add in your links urself.
coz i duno wat're the links.
yepp.
tc and cya.
ilu*.
:)

//xun-

howdy ho! 9:38 PM


don't love me for fun, girl
let me be the one, girl
love me for a reason
let the reason be love


my sis is back!!
and shes jumpin ard like some crazy girl tht escaped frm mental hosp
hahahs oh wells.
now thts how u feel when u get into medicine eh :)

howdy ho! 4:00 AM

i dont know, but I believe
that some things are meant to be
and that you'll make a better me
everyday I love you
i never thought that dreams came true
but you showed me that they do
you know that I learn something new
everyday I love you


sudden urge to d/l boyzone songs! :)

howdy ho! 2:35 AM

x and words are all i have, to take ure heart away x

yayy!! happy happy happy! mid yrs are OVER!!
woohoo. okae lets cheer!
hahahs crazy me
went to sch with real real big panda eyes
like as though i looked like drug addict
serious mans. the moment i woke up had triple eyelids alrd
lack of sleep lah. reached hme at 1130 ytd and slept at 2!
ahhs and the prev nite only slept for 3 hrs cos was studyin geog
all tht weathering. sighh
bt anw dam slack tdae mans
i thnk i even forgotten what happened in sch
memory failin me. goshh must be all tht memorising of geog text
ohh! thnk we had lik assembly in the morning
then xun was dam funnie! cldnt help bt laugh mans
like wanna act serious bt then sound so buaysong when she talks
hahaa as usual lah
then aft tht i was wonderin how come the voice of the god same as her voice
like " i am god" hahaha funnie funnie
then sec3s were so un-enthu. only our class and hope went to tke part i thnk
ahh and we got chips!!
then later hmm seriously cant rmbr much
ohh thnk i went to the toilet with sheena
was in the cubicle talkin to sheena lahh
then was sayin abt xing xing and her
then when i came out she told me tht ms ho was in the toilet when i saed tht!
it was like dam malu for her lah. cos ms ho was there and she had to ans my stupid ques
hahahahs. oops :X paisehh lahh
then prize presentation then spring cleaning
tht OM let us off at 12!
then when we went outta sch i thnk they made announcement to sae tht we were nt allowed to leave before 1.30pm
bt oh wells. we dint care lah. i was wantin to go hme real badly
was breakin out in cold sweat and had this terrible flu
then my eyes like tearin and wl saed my voice changed
thnk im okae now lah. ate clarinase! it does miracles!
and i had my sleep! :))) yays
ohhh my sis got into medicine!! hurrays!
doctor mavis teo? err.. oh wells.
thnk my parents hav been talkin abt it the whole of tdae
until now!! mum tokin to dad abt fees and evrythin
80 000 for 5 yrs i thnk
ohh my frn sent me msn 6.0! its real nice!
more emoticons and can change background and all
looks super cool lah. nice nice :)

thursday

last paper ytd. all tht geog. qt okae lah bt dun thnk i wld realli score
haiis. means more studyin durin the hols to buck up
got back ppr. improved by 6 pts! yays
and the last segment of eng i got 90 marks!
i cnt rmbr what i assignment i did to get tht lorh
maybe they typed wrongly. oh wells. bt wl got tht too
hahah okae lah. good for me then
L1R5 was like 17
dam bad lah
first 5 subs got 11 pts then stupid chem got c6!!
hav to go re-study mans
then we were let off at 12

ms loh was like : do u all wanna go hme?
us: yahhh
loh: where will u all be goin?
us: homee ( like real! hahahs)
loh: are u all sure u all are goin hme?
us: yahhh
loh: okae i dunwant to see any st nicholas girls loiterin ard the macdonalds and the tao huay shop

hahaha oh mans. u mean we are nt supp to go out aft so much of studyin?!
goshh. oh anw went twn with kerr and wl.
was like so tired lahh. so went coffee bean to sit and talk on the big comfy chair!
then took some neos then this guy approached kerrie

guy: wo de peng you yao ni de dian hua leh
kerr: err ni jiao ta zi ji wen lah

okae then we thought the guy was gone for good.
so we sat at graffiti cafe to talk agn! then decorated the table
hahaha.then actually the guy and his other frn kept standin at the wall behind us
for qt some time i thnk
then FINALLY both of them came agn

guy: eh wo de peng you yao ni the dian hua leh
kerr: huh
guy: gei ta lah. ta deng er shi fen zhong le leh

so funnie can. then kerr gave lah
hahahs. then at tht time i was lik sortin out the neos
then tht stupid guy saed to his frn like super loudly

guy: ehh ni qu wen ta gei ni sticker lah. ta you zhe me duo sticker

-faints- then they went off. good riddance
decorated the table for like 1 hr
hope its still there! :)
met connie and the rest of the team at city hall
then went peninsula to help chow look for stick
then took bus to smu and chai lost her ez link!
poorthng
then reached hme at 1130 pm
ahhh so sleepy alrd by then. bt still slept at two.
was sortin out papers and stuff lah
ohh this is sucha long long entry! gosh so long winded
okae off i go! :)

howdy ho! 2:17 AM

maro;
piggo; 160588; taurean;
st nicks; justice; hockey;

i see the sight, with a different light, words cannot describe the way i'm feeling. cause i've been searching in my head, for the words i thought she'd said, for too long;


f l y a w a y ;

gbk :))
kerrie :)
sheena :)
weiling :)
justitude*
visuals*
cecily
chengx
chiki
chow
claire
clarissa
crystal
darwin
doris lin
doris soh
eve
gab
ivy
jacq
jaz
jess
jingyu
jonathan
kangx
mavis
muikee
nigel
nikk
pei
per
qiaoy
sarah
sihui
steph
virn
wanjing
wenx
wenxin
xinying
xinyu
xunnie
yen
yuyan
sn hockey

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