howdy ho! 4:33 AM
i cut my hair!
its damn terrible
cos its damn short!
or so i thnk it is?
cos my mum and sis saed tht theres no diff
bt there IS indeed a significant difference in it
i look younger!
which is not good?
and fatter face..
gee. whatever it is lahh
haha cant be bothered anymore
and i still havent finish studyin my chi and done my a maths!
arghh. seriously need to do well for my trigo
yipes. i hope tmrw would be fun fun fun :)
anw im done with my archives at last..
a brand new cut, a brand new start;
the things that keep me hangin' on,
indeed i have to part;
howdy ho! 3:52 AM
im back! haha woke up damn late tdae
ard 1230 or so
nice nice big bed to myself in my aunts hse
hehehs. bt when i woke up evryone left the hse alr
so helped myself to the food in the fridge :)
then went to eat and go punggol beach
the beach is erm a little artificial manns
hahah then back hme!
feel lik sleepin agn BUT i shall study for my chinese
yay sentosa tmrw! hope it dosen rainn..
supp to go support 9aside match at delta tdae
but..
chow and selene has church so they cant make it
and i duntwant to be the onyl sec3 there..
so here i am! :)
sheena* heyhey! why is evryone lockin their diaries up?
mm. anw yup yup u hurrie tell me when ure free durin the hols then i make plans okae?
sorrie tht i cldnt accompany u tdae which is supposedly ure only free day.
yepps. i wanna watch legally blonde too! so we hurry go plan clique outin okok?
ohh for the pics part i went getty images to search
wanted to search for nicer pics bt was too lazy..haha as usual
howdy ho! 12:25 AM
Saturday, August 30, 2003
x and i try not to cry
and i try lookin at the sky x
in my cousins rm now!
haha gonna stayover tdae
nice nice. cos my aunts room is nice smelling :)
mm and the blog setting in my cousins comp is diff
prob cos the comp is o-l-d
hehes. and i cant access to my blog too
cos of the ` sign in the add
bt i like my new layout!
though it isnt v pro and nice
bt i like the shade of blueee :)
howdy ho! 8:35 AM
Friday, August 29, 2003
so yesterday - hilary duff
you can change your life- if you wanna
you can change your clothes- if you wanna
if you change your mind
well, that's the way it goes
but i'm gonna keep your jeans
and your old black hat- cause i wanna
they look good on me
you're never gonna get them back
at least not today, not today, not today
'cause
chorus:
if it's over, let it go and
come tomorrow it will seem
so yesterday, so yesterday
i'm just a bird that's already flown away
laugh it off let it go and
when you wake up it will seem
so yesterday, so yesterday
haven't you heard that i'm gonna be o k a y
you can say you're bored- if you wanna
you can act real tough- if you wanna
you can say you're torn
but i've heard enough
thank you... you made my mind up for me
when you started to ignore me
do you see a single tear
it isn't gonna happen here
at least not today, not today, not today
'cause
chorus
if you're over me, i'm already over you
if it's all been done, what is left to do
how can you hang up if the line is dead
if you wanna walk, i'm a step ahead
if you're moving on, i'm already gone
if the light is off then it isn't on
at least not today, not today, not today
'cause
chorus
thanks pei for this song :)
nice nice
just woke up and i feel lik im in a bloggin mood
so here i am
ytd was reallie full of mixed emotions
happy yet sad
first evryone was so amused tht ms lim got most sexy legs!
goshh. hahas it was really unexpected
then mrkoh got mr sexy and the most spontaneous tcher!
woohoo
evryone stood up and cheered mans
and molly leong got tht most smiley award or smth
unbelievable. it was lik so hilarious
then we dint have any lessons aft recess after all :)
then we prepared the item for koh
and kept listenin to an jing tht made evryone cry
reminded me of the days too..
and koh teared!
it was very touching
its amazing what our class can put up when we are tgt
all the tears and laughter
then evryone asked koh to wear the funnie colored socks tht claire and xinyu bought
i thnk? then he made funnie poses with the socks!
tht was so funnie!
then he went up to the staffroom and evryone followed him
chanting mr koh? really out of the world
guess evrythin would fade over time
whats more..
hes leaving in a few mths time
when i saw you
i didn't knw what to say
should i be angry or just stay gay
cos i know i would never be angry at you
i just didn't knw what to say
wanted to help so much yet the words couldn't come my way..
lookin at you from afar
as you slowly slowly walk away
away..
howdy ho! 8:43 PM
Thursday, August 28, 2003
i just woke up
yup slept frm 11pm to 12midnite
and i had the worst worst dream ever
it was damn sad
i woke up and felt lik crying
it was simply a nightmare
i guess dreams display my worst fears`
howdy ho! 9:12 AM
sleeping with the light on - busted
along she came, with her picture,
put it in a frame, so i won't miss her,
got on a plane, from London; Heathrow,
it seems such a shame, yea..
i feel her. slipping through my fingers,
now she's gone, i'm sleeping with the light on,
and sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone,
i'm sleeping with the light on.
heard she's engaged, but to her best friend,
no ones to blame, here's where it all ends,
and i feel the pain, 'cause i'm without her,
i feel the pain.
i feel her. slipping through my fingers,
now she's gone, i'm sleeping with the light on,
and sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone,
i'm sleeping with the light on.
i see the sight, with a different light,
words cannot describe the way i'm feeling,
'cause i've been searching in my head,
for the words i thought she'd said,
for too long.
i feel her. slipping through my fingers,
now she's gone, i'm sleeping with the light on,
and sharks swim through my veins now, that she's gone,
i'm sleeping with the light on.
im startin to listenin to nice jumpy and meaningful songs
it makes me happier :)
tdae was so cold! so nice to sleep :))
and whats more
jin cheng wu is in singapore! (i heard)
and i die die have to watch the turn left turn right movie
guess they're right
its time to move on :)
howdy ho! 2:22 AM
Wednesday, August 27, 2003
you took me to the highest mountain
and then dropped me to the deepest pits
went twn tdae!
haha coffee bean outin agn
with weiling and kerr
evrytime go take coffeebean and sit there
and talk and talk
well prob kept my mind of stuff and all
and this mornin chiki kang and i headed to the sci lab for chem
thnkin tht there was chem
cos im the chem rep
so we waited and waited
then the class dint come
so i secretly called weiling
only to find tht we were havin history and not chem!
so damn blur!
then three of us ran all the way back to class
so dumb!
how i wish evrydae could be like tht :)
howdy ho! 8:57 AM
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
wake up to the world out there
cos nothing lasts forever
wake up and see
its not just you and me
not anymore`
howdy ho! 8:26 AM
Monday, August 25, 2003
what my heart wants to say - gareth gates
you're amazing
so amazing
have i told you
enough
you're my angel
guardian angel
god knows i've been blessed with love
but if i been gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my loves goes
have i ever told you
you're the one
if the words don't come my way
hope its still love
hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
hope you still know what my heart wants to say
words so tender
i surrender
to this feeling
so true
my affirmation
my inspiration
darling i have been blessed with you
if the words don't come my way
hope you still know
hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
i hope you still know what my heart wants to say
but if i be gone tomorrow
would you know how deep my loves goes
if i was gone forever
would you know how much i care
you make me feel like flying
and failing all emotion
that everytime you look at me
you see it in my eyes
if the words don't come my way
i hope you still know
if the words don't come my way
i hope you still know
i hope it still shows
if the words don't come my way
i hope you still know
what my heart wants to say
if the words don't come my way
i hope you still know
hope it still shows
if the worst don't come my way
i hope you still know
i hope it still shows
i hope still you know
what my heart wants to say
wonder if you are feeling
the way tht i do
the way tht u used to`
my current obsession color is this
maybe im gonna change my whole blog template to this color!
im tired of pink :(
sighsers
howdy ho! 3:13 AM
Friday, August 22, 2003
You are a little slow and dumb sometimes but
everyone loves you ! Your the kind of person
who can just sit back, relax and have a good
time. Your Patrick !
What SpongeBob character are You ?
brought to you by Quizilla
howdy ho! 6:45 PM
howdy ho! 11:51 AM
Thursday, August 21, 2003
x if you get there before i do,
dont give up on me x
past few daes was like lackin sleep mans
woke up at 3 or 4 am to study
tired! bt doubt i'll do well
yupp i dunt knw why i deleted kazaa alr yet i can still play the songs tht i downloaded frm it
mmm? goin labrador park tmrw for geog!
can leave sch at 1245! woo hoo
hahas fun fun. bt heard tht labrador park is damn boring
goin their to measurin the number of waves the sea experiences?
hahas oh wells
i belong to the movie star wars accordin to quizilla
listenin to nice nice songs! :) gee
ohh added a new link too!
justitude* :)
howdy ho! 3:22 AM
Saturday, August 16, 2003
x you dont belong to me anymore x
had trng tdae! apparently nt tht sleepy
bt it had to r-a-i-n AGAIN!
how many times must it rain
and yes i was drenched agn with stinky perspiration + water
and i dint bring extra clothes
haiis. anw the hockers headed to twn
took a cab there
and the cab driver kept tellin us we cant open the door cos wait got motorcycle ride pass and it would be very dangerous!
so he dint wanna stop. frm 7 dollars plus we told him we wanna get dwn
then he sae v dangerous
drive us till the meter was 10.80!
cheat our money! then shopped ard walkin back and forth
so tired! back hme now
and its raining agn!
nice nice :) shall go study my physics now! :)
i have no right to control ure life
so i guess i wont be part of it anymore
wholeagain - atomic kitten
if you see me walking down the street
staring at the sky and dragging my two feet
you just pass me by
it still makes me cry
but you could make me whole again
and if you see me with another man
laughing and joking, making the best of this i can
i'm trying to put you down
baby i still want you around
cause you can make me whole again
looking back on when we first met
can't escape and i cannot forget baby you're the one
you still turn me on
you can make me whole again
time is layin' heavy on my heart
seems i've got too much of it since we've been apart
my friends make me smile if only for a short while
but you can make me whole again
for now i have to wait
but baby if you change your mind
don't be too late, 'cause i just can't go on
it's already been too long
but you could make me whole again
ooh, baby you're the one, you still turn me on
but you can make me whole again
howdy ho! 4:39 AM
Friday, August 15, 2003
x i dunt want to hear it no more x
friday//
had trng in the rain agn!
of all days, evrytime when we hav trng it just has to r-a-i-n
makin my hair wet and stinky cos of all the perspiration and water combined tgt
yikes. then it wld alwaes be so damn friggin cold in the bus
chow and i were lik shivering throughout the bus ride
ohh and its xiuyi's bdae tdae too!
and written on the cake was "happy birthday gongtitus" or smth
funnie mans. was supp to be a surprise for her
haha and then evryone was runnin ard the canteen holdin the cake so as to find a spot with NO FANS so tht we cld light the candles?
weird mans. and evryone started havin cake fight
smearin cakes on each others faces?
luckily i wasnt part of the whole cake thng mans. as usual
mm then had chem
so arghhh abt it!! okae shant brood over it anymore
anw was so tired frm trng i slept frm 10pm to 1230am
and now im online blogging
gonna sleep alr! trng tmrw at 830! sighh :(
no. dont tell me cos it hurts
hate the feeling tht keeps coming ard
out of sight dosent means out of mind
if you dunt try hard enough
and now im gonna give it my best shot
once and for all
or should i not?
howdy ho! 10:01 AM
Thursday, August 14, 2003
x walk me through the rain x
yayy! :) its raining!!
loveit loveit loveit
what a nice time to sleep..but have to study chem
haiis. anw funnie funnie thng happened!
told the iggo alr bt havent told sheena
haha literally saw some one fall out of the car tdae
thnk the whole bus saw
was tryin to control my laughter
shant mention anyones name
hahaas. bt it was a damn funnie sight mans :)
howdy ho! 12:28 AM
Tuesday, August 12, 2003
havent been bloggin in ages
well wasnt in the mood or rather i have nth to blog about!
arghhs. anw so happy tht theres trng tmrw
at long long last!
though tht means i have to sleep less and study harder
but at least i'll get to get dark and perspire!
anw this is a nicenice song :)
light inyour eyes
i can't remember the last time that we kissed goodbye
all our "i love you's" were just not enough to survive
something your eyes never told me
but it's only now too plain to see
brilliant disguise when you hold me
and i'm free
i've been thinking and here's what i've come to conclude
sometimes the distance is more than two people can use
but how could i have known girl
it was time and not space you would need
darling tonight i could hold you and you would know
but would you believe
there's a light in your eyes that i used to see
there's a place in your heart where i used to be
was i wrong to assume that you were waiting for me
there's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me
cards and phone calls and photograph pictures of you
constant reminder of all the things you get used to
is there a chance in hell or heaven
that there's still something here to build on
or do you just pick up the pieces after they fall
but after all
there's a light in your eyes that i used to see
and a song in the words that you spoke to me
was i wrong to believe in your melody
there's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me
should i keep on waiting or does love keep on fading away
fading away
it's been a while since i've seen you so how have you been
did you get my letter i wrote you, but i did not send
i tried to call your old number
but the voice that i heard on the phone
i recognized but she told me the number was wrong
there's a light in my eyes but it's too bright to see
and a pain in my heart where you used to be
guess i was wrong to assume that you were waiting here for me
there's a light in your eyes
did you leave that light burning for me
howdy ho! 12:37 AM
Thursday, August 07, 2003
missyoulikecrazy - moffatts
i used to call you my girl
i used to call you my friend
i used to call you the love
the love that i never had
when i think of you
i don't know what to do
when will i see you again
i miss you like crazy
even more than words can say
i miss you like crazy
every minute of every day
girl i'm so down when your love's not around
i miss you, miss you, miss you
i miss you like crazy
you are all that i want
you are all that i need
can't you see how i feel
can't you see that my pain's so real
when i think of you
i don't know what to do
when will i see you again
howdy ho! 8:15 AM
before the clock strikes 12..
happy birthday xunnie! :)
yep yep. cheer up yaa. -huggs-
talk was o-k-a-y
sorta sorted stuff out bt then thngs will tke time to settle dwn and stuff
oh wells. hope evrythin will be fine agn..
howdy ho! 7:45 AM
Wednesday, August 06, 2003
love, me - collin raye
i read a note my grandma wrote
back in nineteen twenty-three
grandpa kept it in his coat,
and he showed it once to me
he said, "boy, you might not understand,
but a long, long time ago,
grandma's daddy didn't like me none,
but I loved your Grandma so"
we had this crazy plan
to meet and run away together
get married
in the first town we came to,
and live forever
but nailed to the tree
where we were supposed to meet,
instead
i found this letter,
and this is what it said
if you get there before i do,
don't give up on me
i'll meet you
when my chores are through
i don't know how long I'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see
and between now and then,
till i see you again
i'll be loving you. love, me
i read those words
just hours before
my grandma passed away
in the doorway of a church
where me and Grandpa
stopped to pray
i know i'd never seen him cry
in all my fifteen years
but as he said these words to her,
his eyes filled up with tears
if you get there before i do,
don't give up on me
i'll meet you
when my chores are through
i don't know how long i'll be
but i'm not gonna let you down,
darling wait and see
and between now and then,
till i see you again
i'll be loving you
love, me
between now and then,
till i see you again
i'll be loving you
love, me
i'm dreadin tmrw.
locked up in the world of mine.
howdy ho! 9:12 AM
mylove
an empty street
an empty house
a hole inside my heart
i'm all alone and the rooms are getting smaller
i wonder how, i wonder why
i wonder where they are
the days we had, the songs we sang together, oh yeah
and oh my love
i'm holding on forever
reaching for a love that seems so far
chorus
so i say a little prayer
and hope my dreams will take me there
where the skies are blue
to see you once again, my love
over seas from coast to coast
to find the place i love the most
where the fields are green
to see you once again, my love
i try to read
i go to work
i'm laughing with my friends
but i can't stop to keep myself from thinking, oh no
i wonder how, i wonder why
i wonder where they are
the days we had, the songs we sang together, oh yeah
and oh my love i'm holding on forever
reaching for a love that seem so far
chorus
to see you once again
to hold you in my arms
to promise you my love
to tell you from the heart
you're all i'm thinking of
i'm reaching for a love that seems so far
chorus
to see you once again (my love)
say a little prayer (my sweet love)
dreams will take me there
where the skies are blue (woah yeah)
to see you once again
over seas from coast to coast
to find the place i love the most
where the fields are green
to see you once again, my love..
complicatedheart
don't know what to say now
don`t know where to start
i don`t know how to handle
a complicated heart
you tell me you are leaving
but i just have to say
before vou throw it all away
even if you want to go alone
i will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain
don't know what you're thinking
to me it seems quite tough
to hold a conversation
when words are not enough
so this is your decision
and there's nothing i can do
i can only say to you
even if you want to go alone
i will be waiting when you're coming home
if you need someone to ease the pain
you can lean on me, my love will still remain
gonna have a talk agn
dammit
why do they keep wantin to talk abt it
think i need help
well i dont
save it.
howdy ho! 12:43 AM
Monday, August 04, 2003
the joy, the smiles, the laughter
the pain, the tears, the heartaches
the promises, the secrets, the lies
the love, the trust, the commitment
the words, the poems, the songs
the punches, the hits, the slams
the hmphs, hmphs and more hmphs
the squabbles, the whines, the quarrels
the times spent, the moments shared
the sacrifices made, the things you said
all locked up somewhere where no one will find..
howdy ho! 8:00 AM
x nothing is everlasting x
bathed with blue shower dove thngy
at last my mum bought it
damn nice smell
anw went to delta to support the cdiv
prob had not much mood
bt still managed to cheer for them
first time in so so many yrs tht the hockey team got 2nd
kinda happy lahh
then took team photos..finally
gonna study my chi later
doubt i'll be able to sleep anw..
howdy ho! 7:28 AM
Sunday, August 03, 2003
dunt leave me hangin on a string
not knowing where to go and what the future will bring..
howdy ho! 10:02 AM
Saturday, August 02, 2003
ilivemylifeforyou – firehouse
you know you're everything to me and i could never see
the two of us apart
and you know i give myself to you and no matter
what you do
i promise you my heart
i've built my world around you and i want you to know
i need you like live never
needed anyone before
i live my life for you
i want to be by your side in everything that you do
and if there is only one thing you can believe is true
i live my life for you
i dedicate my life to you
you know that i would die for you
but our love would last forever
and i will always be with you and there is
nothing we can't do
as long as we're together
i just can't live without you and i want you to know
i need you like i've never needed anyone before
howdy ho! 9:52 AM
cause i try and try to forget you girl
but it's just so hard to do
every time you do that thing you do
'cause i miss you body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away,
& I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today,
'cause i love you, whether it's wrong or right,
& though i can't be with you tonight,
you know my heart is by your side.
replayin the songs in my winamp
those were the days..
howdy ho! 8:45 AM
breaksmyheart
when i think of what i've done
all the pain that i brung
baby you should've walked out on me
& when I turned away from you whenever there were hard times
how could you still be with me
& there is no mistake when i hurt you that day
& when i was somebody new
i should've been mad at you
baby it breaks my heart
to think that lovin' me is not easy to do
& I don't mean to make it hard
sorry for all the changes i put you through
& it's hard to believe
after everything you're still right beside me
wouldn't trade you for this whole world
thankful just being your girl
never gave you my hrart
cause i never thought
you deserved any of me
i never told you how i felt
when deep inside i knew that
you're really what i need
& i always gave you up
whenever i thought something better comes along
& right when I come back
you waited for me
& you welcomed me home
& if it takes my whole life
i'll make it up to you
cause i've been so cruel
you've given our love to me
inspite of everything
i don't deserve you
from this day forward
i'm truly
yours and it took me a while to see
that we were meant for one another
thank you for lovin' me
howdy ho! 8:12 AM